Monday, June 2, 2025

Poem: Red Winged Blackbird


Red Winged Blackbird

It is you, red winged blackbird, trilling
The return of spring as each day longer
Grows and slowly diminishes melting
Snow. You appear in the cattails in the
Marshy creeks or the hawthorn in the gulch.
Snow banks are piled everywhere and 
Yet you sing in the frost of the morning
Not even letting the rain hush your song.
Funny, how I should go plodding along
For all this time oblivious to your
Song that gives hope. So like many others 
I forget to even hear that you have
Returned. So engrossed we are in our dark
Moods of mud and slush and gray, frozen we
Are to the songs o spring and your return
As you blend subtly into all the gloom
Like the raven cawing daily for us
Missing all the bright red tipping the black
And those short trills as the snow melt now fills
The river. You bring the cooing soon of doves
That awaken me in the morning’s cool
And cause me more complaining. Oh fool
I am not to notice you, your friends
And the miracles of life that on us
Descends daily, even in the dull times.
Ravens’ caws, doves’ coos, redwing blackbirds’ trills,
Intricate snowflakes flooding streams, sun, moon,
My cup runs over every day, yet
I think it only half full. Sing on red
Winged blackbird! Life abundant is your song.

April 2023

About This Poem

This poem is about forgetting to be grateful for what we have. I love the sound of the Red Winged Blackbird, but sometimes it just gets forgotten in the shoveling of snow or drear of early spring. That's what happens with so much of our lives: we forget to be grateful for what we have. That Red Winged Blackbird is a subtle reminder to me to be grateful. Life is so much better when you have gratitude. I'm afraid I stole the picture from the internet because I couldn't find any in my own collection.

 

Friday, May 30, 2025

Poem: Let Your Flowers Show

Let Your Flowers Show

Upon these pages strange tales I tell
Of one returning to the north from sun
Endlessly burning the earth to only sand
There in the heat I did sojourn at rest
From the relentless northern snows only
To climb those southern hills to find more snow.
Caught in a quandary of homesickness there
I climbed from the low desert heat to the 
Hills covered in snow and rested in sun
On snowbanks cold. It was there that I found 
A restlessness in my soul so that I
Could not shake wanting to be somewhere else
No matter where I roamed. There cactus grows
Slowly, contemplating rain, satisfied
With only a few drops now and then to 
Quench their thirst and they give thanks with flowers
Maybe once ev’ry other year, toiling
Slowly in desert sun, thankful for
Drops that seldom come from the sky above.
And me? I travel far and wide looking
Always for more, be it water, sun or
Storm. So there on high mountain top in snow
I came to know that while I still may roam
It’s not where I go or where I have been
But what is within that I do know.
For even in desert I can find snow,
And in forests of rain I can be dry
But it’s peace that’s within that will make me
Grow with weathering time and people dear
To me that I can let my flowers show.

April 2023

About This Poem
I was looking at pictures from a trip to Palm Springs and combining thoughts of restlessness with the knowledge that I just need to be content wherever I am. Typically I am content, but sometimes we all get a little stir crazy and need to be reminded to stay grateful and content. That's probably where this came from, but I don't fully remember what caused me to write this particular sentiment. The photo is a blooming cactus from that Palm Springs trip. 


 

Thursday, May 29, 2025

Sermon From Grace Community Church, Potlatch, Idaho, May 18, 2025


Sermon for May 18, 2025

            Today is the fifth Sunday of Easter. Jesus is risen. (He is Risen Indeed) In today’s Gospel reading, he told us how we are to behave by giving a new commandment to love one another just like he loves us. This reading is before the crucifixion, stressing his new commandment of loving one another as he loved us. He is about to completely blow the collective minds of mankind by defeating death, but first he tells us to love one another just as he loves us. Pretty tall order, far beyond what the disciples could understand at that point. But he had to tell them so they could begin understanding as everything unfolded.  If we check our love meter as the church in 2025 I’m not sure we are loving each other as he loved us. I’m not going to tell you anything new today, but just make a reminder so we do check our love meter as a church and as individuals. We still seem to think we can put parameters on who and how we love. That’s not how Jesus loves us. He loves us completely, with all our sins and faults so we need to love others in that same way. That’s pretty radical, impartial love.  Love without favoritism.

All right. Before I get ahead of myself, let’s look at the context of today’s Gospel reading. It starts with “31 When he was gone, Jesus said, “Now the Son of Man is glorified and God is glorified in him. 32 If God is glorified in him,[a] God will glorify the Son in himself, and will glorify him at once.” The “he was gone” guy in verse 31 is Judas. Jesus had just told Judas in verse 27 “’What you are about to do, do quickly.’ 28 But no one at the meal understood why Jesus said this to him. 29 Since Judas had charge of the money, some thought Jesus was telling him to buy what was needed for the festival, or to give something to the poor. 30 As soon as Judas had taken the bread, he went out. And it was night.” Jesus knew Judas was about to betray him and he was ready to get it over with. Remember, Jesus is fully human and fully God so he knew, better than Judas, what was about to happen, but he was also fully prepared for it to happen. It’s hard to imagine having that sort of physical exhaustion along with that sort of foreknowledge. If you think about it, it should give cause to really love that guy. His love toward us is simply unreal.

From the Psalm, vs. 5: Let them praise the name of the Lord,
    for at his command they were created,
and he established them for ever and ever—
    he issued a decree that will never pass away.

His love wasn’t just in that moment extended to his disciples and Judas, but to all of us: a decree that will never pass away. He knew what was coming, the brutality of his own death, yet he also knew that that would not conquer him. It was in a way (a very small way) like what I go through when I do these sermons: I feel like doing anything else, but knowing I’ll get through it just fine. While I really love having written, I’m not a big fan of the writing part. I’ve heard a lot of writers say that. And I’m sure Jesus would have rather not have had to go through the crucifixion as a man, but as the son of God, he wanted to do it for all of us. Again, simply unreal, his love for us. And I whine about little medical procedures like getting shots in my eye! Sometimes we really lack perspective.

And just a quick side note about Judas. I really think Jesus loved him just as fully as he loves all of us and the rest of his disciples. He didn’t just choose him to be a disciple for nothing. He knew Judas for who he was, yet he still loved him. He still died for him. What happened had to happen for his love to fully extend to all of us in its eternal way. I know some people like to think of Judas as worse than Satan but I can’t really think of him like that. We already know how he ended up feeling about it all, committing suicide. It’s part of the anguish of the entire story: radical love extended to every one of us, but we don’t all accept it.

Do you ever wonder why God would love us enough to actually become human and die a human death to free us from our own death to live forever? What a crazy gift that is. But he created us in his image and loved us from the very beginning, endowing us with intelligence and creativity, interacting with us in the most miraculous of ways unlike any other part of his creation. We are a little more special to him than that bookshelf you might have made for your spouse, or that pot you might have really enjoyed making. He created us with the ability to interact with him, to talk to him. We weren’t made to collect dust while moldering books sit on our shelves or to accidentally be shattered into pieces. Even when those sorts of things do happen to us—yes, some of us have been shattered, some of us might feel as we’d been forgotten with the old books and dust—he is still there, picking us up, dusting us off, putting us back together just for the asking. He really does love us. We are his beloved creation and we need to recognize that in every other person and every other part of His creation. But, as we all know, we don’t always do that. Sin has corrupted us, no doubt. He’s also taken care of that.

Let’s take a look at the reading from Revelation, what He revealed to John, and through John to us:

21 Then I saw “a new heaven and a new earth,”[a] for the first heaven and the first earth had passed away, and there was no longer any sea. I saw the Holy City, the new Jerusalem, coming down out of heaven from God, prepared as a bride beautifully dressed for her husband. And I heard a loud voice from the throne saying, “Look! God’s dwelling place is now among the people, and he will dwell with them. They will be his people, and God himself will be with them and be their God. ‘He will wipe every tear from their eyes. There will be no more death’[b] or mourning or crying or pain, for the old order of things has passed away.”

He who was seated on the throne said, “I am making everything new!” Then he said, “Write this down, for these words are trustworthy and true.”

He said to me: “It is done. I am the Alpha and the Omega, the Beginning and the End. To the thirsty I will give water without cost from the spring of the water of life.

There it is. The restoration of the broken pot, the rebuilding of the old book case. A new heaven and new earth for us. This is our hope and our faith. It is not an excuse to resign ourselves to the way things are now and just having something to look forward to. We are here right now, alive because of Him, our creator. The shackles of our sin have been removed and we are called to bring everyone into His radical, extravagant love. The love that is with us right now, right here, not in reserve for the new heaven and earth, but right here and now.

Look at how he revealed that to Peter, the rock of our church, a pretty orthodox Jew who spread the good news, the gospel, to we gentiles. From Acts 11: The apostles and the believers throughout Judea heard that the Gentiles also had received the word of God. So when Peter went up to Jerusalem, the circumcised believers criticized him and said, “You went into the house of uncircumcised men and ate with them.”

Starting from the beginning, Peter told them the whole story: “I was in the city of Joppa praying, and in a trance I saw a vision. I saw something like a large sheet being let down from heaven by its four corners, and it came down to where I was. I looked into it and saw four-footed animals of the earth, wild beasts, reptiles and birds. Then I heard a voice telling me, ‘Get up, Peter. Kill and eat.’

“I replied, ‘Surely not, Lord! Nothing impure or unclean has ever entered my mouth.’

“The voice spoke from heaven a second time, ‘Do not call anything impure that God has made clean.’ 10 This happened three times, and then it was all pulled up to heaven again.

11 “Right then three men who had been sent to me from Caesarea stopped at the house where I was staying. 12 The Spirit told me to have no hesitation about going with them. These six brothers also went with me, and we entered the man’s house. 13 He told us how he had seen an angel appear in his house and say, ‘Send to Joppa for Simon who is called Peter. 14 He will bring you a message through which you and all your household will be saved.’

15 “As I began to speak, the Holy Spirit came on them as he had come on us at the beginning. 16 Then I remembered what the Lord had said: ‘John baptized with[a] water, but you will be baptized with[b] the Holy Spirit.’ 17 So if God gave them the same gift he gave us who believed in the Lord Jesus Christ, who was I to think that I could stand in God’s way?”

18 When they heard this, they had no further objections and praised God, saying, “So then, even to Gentiles God has granted repentance that leads to life.”

We know that Peter always had an exuberant spirit for Jesus, but he also wavered in a big way when it came time to stand up for Jesus, even denying he knew Him, not once, but three times. Peter had put up his religious parameters on how to live, certainly to eat nothing unclean like the gentiles. But God made it very clear: “Do not call anything impure that God has made clean.” And guess how many times this happened? Three! We are Peter. We are the church, and we sometimes think we know enough about people to know they are “unclean.” Thankfully, God is gentle and willing to repeat Himself to us. And who did he die for? Not just Jews. Not just Christians. (There were no “Christians” in the sense that there are now.) He died for all who have sinned. All of us. Jew, gentile, Asian, American, European, African, men, women, gay, straight, married, divorced. All of us. We’re all impure but He has made us clean. Remember Peter? Do not call anything impure that God has made clean. This is the radical, impartial, perfect love of God for all of us. No parameters.

And that brings me right back to Jesus, just after Judas had gone: 34 “A new command I give you: Love one another. As I have loved you, so you must love one another. 35 By this everyone will know that you are my disciples, if you love one another.

And remember what I said about us being Peter and that we are the church? We are the body of Christ, our Lord. We may not be made perfect yet, but we have a new commandment to love one another. That’s how we spread the gospel, not by coming to church by itself, or any other thing that we do, except loving one another.

It sounds so simple, but I’m not going to lie. I really struggle these days with some Christians, and I have no doubt they struggle with me. I can’t believe, for instance, that the public school system is “grooming” children with inappropriate library books, or indoctrinating them with critical race theory, and Christians that say those kinds of things can really get under my skin. But I hope I’m getting better about defending the profession from which I’ve retired while still loving the people that say those kinds of things. I don’t want to break fellowship or friendships over falsehoods. I believe in radical love, and sometimes I believe in bleeding tongues from biting them as much as I believe in tongues of fire.

I know we all have our little irritations with our brothers and sister, but if Jesus can love me, I need to show my brothers and sisters grace and forgiveness and love. That doesn’t have to mean being completely silent because part of love includes dispelling lies and separating them from truth. It also involves recognizing that we all still walk in our own shadows of doubt and ignorance. It probably comes as no surprise to any of you that a retired school teacher believes that part of loving includes seeking truth through research and knowledge. I sometimes think the New Heaven is going to be a huge library (with large print books, or these eyes made perfect) and the New Earth is going to be beautiful temperate forests with perfect hiking trails. (I could never make sense of streets of gold…)

While it may seem like I’m getting off track, my point is that the new commandment is not exclusive, even while we all have our little quirks that can easily clash with others. Some people would not want to go to a heaven with libraries at all and others might want a new earth to be completely tropical. Should we not love those people because of that? Of course, we should. We are called to love everyone and our love will let others know we are Christians. It’s not our list of rules that spreads the good news of the gospel, it is our love. That’s the good news anyway: radical, impartial love. The love that comes from our God, the one who saves us from ourselves. Just as He loves us, we are called to love His creation, the creation that He died for, the creation that His death through the resurrection has purified. “As I have loved you, so you must love one another. 35 By this everyone will know that you are my disciples, if you love one another.” These are the words of our Lord. The perfectly radical, impartial love of our Lord. Jesus is Risen. (He is risen indeed.)

Amen.

 





 

Monday, May 12, 2025

Poem: From Where does Poetic Inspiration Come?


From Where does Poetic Inspiration Come?

So here I sit feeling scholarly
While reading the poems of Coleridge
Thinking they’ll inspire me to write
Something worth your while to read
But his inspiration is so removed
From my life and thus, probably, yours.
How much do I know about an albatross
When I live in a land locked town?
And a medieval tale of Christabel
Who feels abandoned by her father
As he cares for the daughter of his friend
Who was apparently raped by ruffians?
The romance of these tales 
Is so removed from my life here
That inspiration to write
Seems little by you to be desired,
Yet here I sit and with my pen
Writing of nothing but how all
Seems dull and old, yet day
Has itself renewed while water
And dust remain the same.
Somehow the combinations of all
Seem to inspire, perhaps divinely,
The renewal of each new day
So that none is ever the same
Though seasons come and go
In their own plain way
And Coleridge seemed to speak
Of renewal on the sea
And nature supernaturally reviving
Even while poor old Christabel
Seems to have grown tired of Geraldine
And I probably did too
So poor old Samuel can’t inspire
If I grow old and lack desire
To find the renewal in new day.
No doubt, it’s true, I have to see
In each day what’s new
And not beleaguer STC
With needing me to inspire.
How can he, if it’s not my desire
to pull the poetry from his grave
Telling tales of days gone away
When my day is born anew?
And yet, it is true
That I love that old guy
And his friend, Wordsworth, too
Because, in fact, they really do
Inspire me to write
Every day, even if it’s dull.
That this is dull is more my lack
Of remembering some deep emotion
From my life while I sit and write
And read their poems. I have to seek
The things in my life that mean 
So much, or at least they did.
It’s of those things I should write
Because that’s what Wordsworth said…

March 2023

About This Poem

This one is about how many times I taught a poem or author and had an outcry of boredom. Kids aren't alone in that. I read a lot of poetry that doesn't strike my fancy, or I just don't get it. And because of that I move on. Life is to short for bad books and bad poetry. The same goes for writing poetry. Sometimes you just can't do it because there is nothing you feel inspired to wax poetic about. I stand by Wordsworth's comment that poetry is intense emotion recollected in solitude. That probably explains why kids don't get into it as much. Granted, most of their emotions are intense because it's the first time they've had them. But emotions are very singular for an individual and getting that intensity across to others effectively is not easy. As you age more poems make sense. That doesn't make them good, but at least you get them. That's what I'm trying to get at in this poem. 

The picture is of an albatross in Hawaii because "The Rime of the Ancient Mariner" by Coleridge has an albatross central to its storyline. And it also answers the question I posed in the poem about how much I know about the albatross. (Now I know a bit, but nothing when I first read the poem some 40-50 years ago.)
 

Thursday, May 8, 2025

Poem: Rancho Mirage, California


Rancho Mirage, California

Not exactly Palm Springs, but almost.
I sit at this little table outside
On a balcony overlooking a fountain,
An occasional fly buzzes about 
Me as the heat of the afternoon now
Begins to settle into the spring of
The Mojave Desert. We’ve come here to leave
The northern cold of home for a little
While since winter was brutal this year.
It’s good to be able to do that now
As I begin to grow old and don’t have
To work anymore. There is a strangeness
To it, this retirement. I could still 
Work but I don’t have to and I guess I
Don’t really want to. Seeing places I’ve
Never been to, taking runs far away
From home then returning to familiar
Can bring a sense of accomplishment and
A feeling of getting old while knowing
There won’t be much left of me for my kids
Just as I know there’s not much time left of 
My parents. It seems like I have to see
All I can before there’s nothing left of 
Me. And that, you see, can be a little
Bit of melancholia that we all have.
Some of us are plagued by it just a bit
More even while we experience joy
Beside fountained ponds in the afternoon
Settling heat of the Mojave ‘neath
Palm trees under blue skies near snow capped hills.

April 2023

About This Poem

This is just a reflection I felt (and sometimes feel) as a retired person. I was vacationing in the Coachella Valley of California with my wife's brother and his wife. We had a great time, but the sense of being in waiting for the grave sometimes just hits. This poem is about that. The picture is from exactly where I describe in the poem, minus the fountain.
 

Wednesday, April 30, 2025

Poem: Purloining Power

Purloining Power

Oh, I know what you say: a great honor
It is to be elected legislator,
You get to write laws that we must foller
As we country bumpkins dwell in the holler.

Doesn’t it say in the constitution
An educated electorate is
Necessary for the good of common
Welfare in a democracy? It is.

Yet here you go writing laws to destroy
Schools and prevent in every way their
Ability to levy taxes, your ploy
To derail schools so we are unaware

That you have stolen the power from us
Who, as the people, need to be kept from
The darkness of an autocracy, plus
You say the Blaine Amendment is just some

Old fashioned way to keep God out of government
Because we must follow His ways as it
Says in the Bible. But wait, that’s a blunt
Way of forcing your beliefs down our throats.

The serpent was never as deceitful
As you, gently legislating away
Our democracy because it is well
Known you are honorable, as you say.

Forgive me if I don’t go out of my way
To kiss your hand that would slap the power
Out of my educated head, that way
You can have honor purloining power.

March 2023

About This Poem
I have had a negative feeling about the Idaho legislature's need to control local education and make demands while underfunding for years. This poem is my frustration about that. It seems that it's only getting worse. And I seriously do believe that many of the people in power are corrupt and want the populace to be uneducated so they are easier to control. Look at the American desire to believe the craziest of conspiracies! Just gets worse as we go. The photo is of the Senate Chambers in Boise.

 

Thursday, April 24, 2025

Poem: The Universe Converges at Dinner

The Universe Converges at Dinner

Around the dinner table the universe
Converges—gathers?—collects? Perhaps is?
The future sits down as past dishes out
Nourishment and the eternity of 
Generations finitely gathered to 
Celebrate infinity that brought them
Here to commune of things that do matter—
Never mind the fluff, the posturing of
Class or caste or whatever you call it—
Because each member gathered here can tell
Of things infinitely important like sense:
Smell, sight, touch, sound, and taste (for here we dine).
Of these we must not deny each other
While inexpressibly giving all our
Thanks for our communion through the senses
Of existence, that is something difficult—
That is inexpressibly beautiful
In its pain and pleasure because it is.
In our communion is our sustenance
Lead by recognition that it gives life
For which we must be eternally grateful.
It is here that we feast upon that known—
That divine power that has given us 
Existence that without we would be naught.
Bring here your burdens and all of your joys
For here you can be everything you 
Were meant to be, forgiven wholly now
For missing that point that you are forever
And you were meant to be nourished with His
Bread and wine, his body and blood always.

March 2023

 
About This Poem
This poem is clearly about communion in a Christian sense, but not necessarily in church. I feel like anywhere we dine together we are the two or three gathered in His name and that makes Him part of the dinner. Eating together is communion whether you are Christian or not. That's what this poem is about. I just happen to be a Christian so that's my approach. It also occurred to me that I could write an entirely different poem, or even a comical short story based upon this poem having next to nothing to do with communion in a spiritual sense. Maybe I'll do that... And the picture is of the dining room in the House of Seven Gables in Salem, Massachusetts. That could lend a bit of witchcraft to the communion, but I really am a muggle in spite of my name. But it is a nice dining room situation....


 

Wednesday, April 23, 2025

Poem: To Watch the Sunset


To Watch the Sunset

To watch the sunset
in a different part of the world
for the first time
is to see new colors,
shapes unknown before,
feelings new within your being,
youth renewed.

Step away from your own life
for awhile,
feel the intensity of living
and shake off the January frost
of routine becoming monotony.

A sunset on a prairie lake in Minnesota,
a change of the guard in Ottawa,
a little house on the South Dakota prairie,
an A frame in the Green Mountains of Vermont,
nestled in a deciduous forest
far removed from the Samaritan Mountains
of the desert of southern Idaho
and then to return and breathe 
the dry mountain sage as if
it were the first time.

January 2006

About This Poem:
I haven't posted on here this month, National Poetry Month, because I've been away in Hawaii being a beach bum. This poem, while not mentioning Hawaii or Kauai (where I was), touches on the importance of travel to me. So I wanted to share it here after my travels. The photo, while not a particularly beautiful sunset (though later it was) was from Poipu Beach where we were watching the return of the parakeets that roost in the palms there. So I hope this poem inspires you to take a trip, no matter how far or near.


 

Tuesday, April 1, 2025

Poem: Snow Fairies

Snow Fairies

In the silent hour of winter
Just before the black of night
When the last pinks and blues 
Have recovered themselves and 
Scuttled away from your sight,

Mothers and fathers have come home from work
And school children have brought home their studies.
The lamps have been lighted, the fires burn bright
Then snow fairies come out to play in delight.

November 2000

About This Poem
It's April Fool's Day, so I thought (since it has snowed both yesterday and today at times) that I should share a snow poem. I found this one in my journal and noticed a childlike sense of audience in it, probably because my boys were little when I wrote it. I like childlike poems and snow. So, since we're all tired of it, one last snow for the season. April Fools! 
The picture is, obviously, of snowflakes on my deck. The glitter of a true snow fairy is seemingly not photographable (like unicorns and other seemingly [but perhaps not] mythical beings) but snowflakes in all their intricate design are.


 

Tuesday, March 25, 2025

Poem: In Tandem

In Tandem

You mentioned having seen a Bald
Eagle yesterday coming home
From Spokane—or was it two? Yes,
One flying, you said, the other 
Guarding its prey. Then this morn
I read a poem “To a Lady”
All about falconry, those birds 
Of prey. He was on distant seas
Writing to his love what he thought
Were his last words and I don’t see
Falconry anywhere in it
Except those aboard the ship when
It was about to wreck, hence he
Thought he would die. I don’t even 
Know if he was Coleridge or
Fictional, though I know Sam died,
Not in a shipwreck, but perhaps, he
Knew ship of such named Falconry?
So my thoughts spin twixt you and me
And birds of prey and ships on sea
And poets long since died away
Except in their verse that lingers 
Still on page, in thought and memory.
I know these are not my last words
But, at times, it seems, we’re tossed
Upon a raging sea and there
Together we see two eagles
Wild and free together catching
Updrafts in the wind and floating
Sometimes in tandem and sometimes apart
Yet always together. That’s how 
We are.

January 2024


About This Poem
This poem is basically about how people grow together as they age in marriage. And, yes, it's about seeing Bald Eagles in the wild, which is fascinating to me because it is no longer rare. Growing up you just didn't see Bald Eagles. Now, perhaps, they will continue in tandem with us as something normal, not rare. Strange things like eagles, people--dead and living, land and water, have a way of intertwining here and it is something, like marriage, to celebrate. I don't know where I took this picture. It's just in my camera roll.
 

Monday, March 17, 2025

Poem: Faith or Control?


 Faith or Control?

One sometimes questions their own faith
(Which they should): Is there really a god?
Will snow ever cover the ground
This year? While memory dictates
The snow will return, it still
Questions the intervention of divinity.
One cannot prove events were not chance
Anymore than one can prove they were not.
But certainty dictates that one must be so
It’s quite contradictory to say one does know.
Yet men and women continue to teach
Children that all is true, though out of reach
Of mere man, but these precepts are how
God says we should live as written
In books they can’t even read
And the circuitous route to belief in God
Can often come off as some kind of fraud.
Can we assume belief is inherent 
When existence of God is not all apparent?
The truth is it’s faith, not certain,
Just as written precepts are hid by curtain
And someone certainly controls the show
That’s not of any god that we might know.

January 2024

About This Poem
I wrote this a little over a year ago and I don't really think it's ready for release, but here it is anyway. I have been questioning the role of religion in the government lately and how there is a growing trend among politicians here toward Christian Nationalism. It's in direct contrast with our constitution which they swore to defend, but until we vote them out we are stuck with it. As a Christian, I don't believe there can be "Christian Nationalism" for the reasons I describe in the poem. So while the poem is in its infant draft form, the ideas are relevant for now. And the picture is out my window this morning answering the question that yes, snow will cover the ground this year on March 17!

Friday, March 14, 2025

Poem: Made to Rage by Me


Made to Rage by Me

The night settled slowly
And I tossed and turned
Because you were not there.
Anger invaded my sleep and
I tossed and turned thinking
Of cruel things you had said 
To me.
    Gradually anger subsided
To drowsy dreams of lakes and waters
That always come to me in turmoil
And make me calm. Those waters
That always come to me in turmoil
And make me calm. Those waters
Drowned me in their care
And I slumbered until you came
To bed. Then again, I lay awake
Thinking you had been drinking,
Being still, perhaps angry with me.
But waters came quickly flooding in
And, again, I drifted off to sleep
While light snow gently fell outside.

When morning came I was awakened
By a phone call confirming an appointment
When I’d finished with the call
You told me you had been up 
Texting your dear friend
Who had lost her father
Sometime around midnight.

These little things come crashing in
Like violent storms within my mind, 
Yet typically they are made to rage
Not by reality, but by me.

January 2024

About This Poem

This is a poem about being angry at my wife for no reason, except my preconceived notions of what she is thinking which are too often wrong. But, as any married person knows, sometimes we do know what our spouse is thinking. And sometimes that makes us mad. But sometimes we are just wrong. After being married for several years you can learn a little bit about not only your spouse, but also yourself. That's what this poem is about, what I have learned about myself. And, of course, thinking about large bodies of water is my self soother which is why that's in this poem. The picture is the lake where Cooperstown, New York is.
 

Monday, March 3, 2025

Poem: Human Trinity?

Human Trinity?

Eternal Shadow of the finite soul
The soul’s self symbol
it’s image of itself,
It’s own yet not itself—
ST Coleridge

The body, mind, and soul are the makings
Of a human. Body is temporal
Made up of ash and dust while the mind is
That which melds body to soul and saves all
That it learns from the body transferring 
It to the soul, the eternal finite
Part of the human. I don’t know if this 
Is how a philosopher would define
The parts of a human or if any 
Theologians would agree but it is
How I have somehow learned it, the triune
Nature of man created by our God
In his image: triune. I defer it to 
Philosophers and Theologians
Yet claim, as a poet, to be both those
And present my findings to pages prose
Filled with the magic of imagery
To dispel it to you from merely pages
That come from my all too human hands of
Corruption that are anything but divine
For your all too human mind to believe
Or discard as you will the musings of 
Man eternal or merely temporal…

December 2023

About This Poem
I think poets typically consider themselves philosophers and theologians and I'm no different. This poem is my take on being created in the image of God as it says in Genesis. And it simply poses a question, not an answer. What do you think? The photo is of three men simply because I mentioned trinity. This is me and a friend and his son, a former student and runner of mine.


 

Tuesday, February 25, 2025

Poem: Desire to Be


Desire to Be

In daylight the mountainous shore
Rises off the sun dappled waves
And happiness buoys me up
On the surface of unspeakable
Joy that escapes contemplation
Living in the moment of now
That slowly effervesces to
Night where moonlight reflects its thoughts
From the depths of this joyous lake.
We take to the shore, a sandy
Beach, collecting driftwood and cones
For a fire that will sparkle 
In unison and contrast with
Moonlight, keeping us warm while waves 
Lap us to restful reverie.

Morning light comes damp and still through
Clouds and water dogs clinging to
Crags where bits of last winter cling.
Now we’re groggy and damp, holding
To embers’ last warmth, me looking
For more wood while you scramble for
Coffee so we can enjoy this 
Moody moment in the after—
Glow of yesterday’s joyous sun
Now misted over and lurking
Like a sea monster waiting to 
Burst through glass and consume our joy
Into its belly of bluster
That doesn’t concern itself with 
Moods of joy or sorrow or mist

But the simple desire to be.

September 2023

About This Poem
I always find myself going to nature to judge my own mood. This poem is a good example of that. I use the larger lake and corresponding weather to compare to my own being and desires. In the end, I really just want to be. Even the clouds and rain are beautiful on the lake. That's the same with life, even if we don't recognize it at the time. The picture has a lake with some sun and clouds, so it matches the poem well. It's a lake in Glacier National Park, Montana. It has been several years since I took it (about 25).


 

Monday, February 17, 2025

Poem: Thoughts on Coleridge

 


Thoughts on Coleridge

To read lines in a notebook from 
A man depressed, one who became 
Addicted to opioids for
Pain from illness, bereft his friends
And family due to that
Addiction; a man who wanted
To die—to read that is painful.
Who hasn’t, whether real or feigned,
Felt so alone that would wish
To be dead? This man I speak of 
Has gained immortal fame from his
Friendships and his poetry, one
Samuel Taylor Coleridge.
But another poet of e’en greater
Fame for dramas has written in
His character that one knows not
What comes in death, hence we live still
In cowardice. This poet was 
Shakespeare, his character Hamlet
Speaking in that ever famous 
To be or not soliloquy.
I cling to the words of Hamlet
While empathy for Coleridge
Flows from my pen. But yet I will
Ever seek joy and pray that I
Though bounded in a nutshell find
Myself king of infinite space
Living in endless joy where my 
Cup runneth over and I no
More like Jacob wrestle with God
But live in peace with creator
Mine and friend for eternity.

December 2023

About This Poem
I found this in my journal and typed it up. It isn't the greatest poem, but it shows how authors have influenced me, authors such as Shakespeare and Coleridge and the Bible. I also connect to these old authors and I wonder what I have to leave to the world, sometimes feeling depressed as if I have nothing. I think the reality is that I don't know just what I will leave that people see as important, but I know that my children are important and they will leave their own marks on the world. So I have done my part however small. The picture is Rydal Mount in the Lake District of England. It is where William Wordsworth lived and Coleridge often visited him there. Wordsworth was the friend who kind of wrote Coleridge off.

Tuesday, February 11, 2025

Poem: Darkness Falls Suddenly

Darkness Falls Suddenly

Darkness falls suddenly
At this time of year
And we all cling to lights
As brief as falling stars
In the December meteor showers
That we seldom see
Because of winter’s clouds
And their frozen meteor showers.
Little twinkling lights
We scatter electrically
Upon trees, in windows
On the sides of our houses
Hoping to dispel some of it—
Darkness, gloomy and cold.
And in a few days 
It begins to gently break.
Each day gets imperceptibly
Longer and snow covers all
Reflecting all those little 
Twinkling lights,
Making the dark of night
Seem not so dark
As all the little lights 
Spread their brightness
Into the dawn
Of a new year.
They may not bring it back
In and of themselves,
Nor do we by placing them
But they remind us 
That darkness is fleeting
As lights continue to twinkle.

December 2023

About this Poem

I just typed this up today and it seems appropriate for now when here it is hovering around zero and the snow of winter finally made a showing. Obviously it's about Christmas lights because I wrote it in December a year ago, but it's still appropriate for winter, the darkness, and the lights that we still display even if we've put away our Christmas decor. And that Christmas decor is what the picture is as well. Keep the light in mind and stay warm.  BP

 

Monday, February 3, 2025

Poem: Friendship Circles About

 


Friendship Circles About

I went a walking o’er the hills
With my good friend
And we noticed in the air
Still after Hillary’s rain
The smoke hung heavy everywhere.
Two days of rain should 
Put out fires but the path
Was narrow and circling about
Like the remains of a hurricane
So that the smoke from fires
Now put out were flamed by winds
So fires still raged within the eye
Much like the presence
Of an evil over the people
That makes them ignore all
The commands, forcing others 
To meet their demands
That have nothing to do 
With the deeds they reprimand.
This is the path of ethics
these days—to circle around
Bringing flames to burn it down
In spite of the raging rains.
The ethics of humans
Are really quite strange
But, thankfully still, as we walk
The joy of being human
Still remains—
Or so it seems 
With this, my rambling friend.
So, friendship too, like a hurricane
Just might circle about.

August 2023

About This Poem
The remnants of hurricanes don't hit Idaho very often but in 2023 during fire season we got the last of Hurricane Hillary. I don't think I'd seen anything of a hurricane since I was a little kid in the south. This one rained like crazy and cleared the air for awhile, then the smoke came back while it was still cloudy and moist. Eventually the air cleared and the fires were dampened, if not completely put out. My friend and I went out walking on that damp, smoky day and it inspired me to write this poem and the hope friendship brings to our lives.

Monday, January 27, 2025

Poem: Sin's Story in the Leaves

 


Sin’s Story in the Leaves

Leaves in the rain fall from the tree
Paginated all over my lawn
Covering it like those first leaves
Covered Adam and Eve.
I collect them like the treasures
They are, bibliophile that I am,
And pile them in heaps
Upon my garden space
Where I will till every word
They evoke into the soil
So that in spring they will
Grow more words of joy
And sorrow in the fruits of harvest.
And the nakedness of my sinful
Lawn? It will be covered again
All too soon, not with the pages
Of the trees but the shroud 
Of the grave. And I will open
The book and recite the prayers
That are written there hiding
Like those Edenic leaves.
The nakedness of our shame
And humanity that is so cruelly
Collected in libraries guiding
Us to the original sin that we
Always forget even as we hold 
The book, copies upon copies
That tell us, yet we see it only
As a ruse, not a daintily sewn
Leaf paginating the daily reality
Of our lives to be raked up
In the autumn leaves.

November 2023

About This Poem
I like this poem in light of all the book banning that's going on these days in libraries across the country. In fact, that's what inspired it. I get tired of legislation that controls what others can see, in this case minors but in reality everyone. Of course you can't really ban anything because it is within our very selves. That's what this poem is about. I like the old way pages were called leaves, so I went with that in my metaphor for this poem. The picture is really a shot from my lawn. I realize this isn't the time of year for autumn poems, but it is the time of year that the legislature is in session in Idaho so the poem is absolutely relevant to January. 

Monday, January 20, 2025

Poem: The Eventual End


The Eventual End

I took a video while I was running
In the woods. It’s best without sound
Because if you listen it’s almost—well,
Terrifying. It’s as if whoever
Is running to escape something—
As if their life must depend on it.
Swishing grass, heavy footfalls,
Frantic breathing. You just forget to
Look at the sun setting through all the trees
And the crimson of the sky, beautiful
In it’s closing of the day. 
                                          But, if you
Turn off the sound it’s a steady stream of
Sunset in the forest, a smooth walk to
A relaxing evening sunset now,
Calm and beautiful, the ending silent.

With sound, it’s a terrifying jaunt
Ending in such uncertainty, even
When you know it was a terrifying
Death, blood spattered through the trees, 
Even skies mimicking his bloody death.

I watch it and I forget that it was
Me on one of my favorite calm runs
Where the visual is all that matters.
Not the terrifying sounds of murder.
I didn’t take the video to be 
A horror story, symbolizing cruel death
At the end of day, but a view of what
I saw—I see—when I run in evening.

I can’t decide if it’s a lesson in
Perspective for the viewer or lesson
For me in how to approach living and
The eventual end.

September 2023

About This Poem
This poem is about a video I took while running. That part is self-explanatory, but what it made me think of when I watched it was both humorous and sobering. That's what I tried to capture here in the poem. Of course, when I run I don't think about the fact that I can hear my own heavy breathing or quickened heartbeat but in the video it was all there as the brush was pushed aside. It seemed terrifying, so I wanted to capture in a poem that contrast and then it made me think more about the whole life death thing. The photo is one I took in the same place I took the video, but I can't find the video. Probably deleted it. 

 

Monday, January 13, 2025

Poem: Notes of Naught



 Notes of Naught

Within this notebook seemingly bare I
Find little notes randomly written here
And there. Somewhere past I took notes about 
Students and groupings and things I would teach.
Some of the handwriting is mine, I know,
But other scribblings to me now unknown.
Students’ names, I still remember them all,
Skip down the page every other line
Like a stone skipping across the smooth pond
Of my memories—those that are intact—
And I wonder why I have groups of kids
Listed as genius and idiot?
I was never inclined to be cruel
Or to pick favorites, let alone write
Such hidden thoughts in notes for all to see.
What, you suppose, was the matter with me?
Was I taken in such a fit of rage
As to record an emotion of mine
To later be seen by someone or
Was I grouping upon selections I 
Had pre-determined based upon my Muse,
Or the whim of one of my students near?
And that other handwriting with seven
Boys at the top and an extra line in
Between with four girls down at the bottom?
And then in groupings the idiots all
Boys and the genius groups two with mostly
Girls but one boy? How must that boy have felt
Separated from his mates, made genius
On his own or by his grouping with girls?
I suppose I read far too much into
Notes of naught from a teacher’s hand years past.

October 2023

About This Poem
I sometimes run across things from teaching that strike me as odd. This is an example in poetic form about an old notebook. I can't imagine why I would ever classify students as genius and idiot and I suppose there was something more behind it than some cruel labeling because that is not how I ever felt, even about the most brilliant or most misbehaved students. I played psychologist and always tried to figure out why kids behaved the way they did, sometimes (not very often) taking blame upon myself. It's odd that I taught for 35 years and find so little photographic evidence of my profession except in classroom displays. The photo is a rare example in my later years. I did have video evidence for my National Board Certification, but that has long since been trashed. During COVID there are plenty of pedantic videos I made, but they were mostly me reading something, not actually teaching. 

Tuesday, January 7, 2025

Poem: Who is This Him, Anyway?


 Who is This Him, Anyway?

This modern age seems to question 
Our very language plaguing us
With darkness and misunderstanding
Suggesting it’s a culture war,
But can the artist formerly 
Known as Prince stop the Tweets
Of a president who trumped 
Us all with his election deceit?
Can X save us from
Happy Holidays of Starbucks’
Black coffee that makes us woke
To the posts of the singular They
Who demands to be one
Of which no one can determine?
If we change the language 
While we sleep, will we awake
Without culture? And why,
Pray tell, in this day would any
Woman want to be anything 
But They so that their body
Is their own, not the object 
Of the Him? Who is this Him
Anyway?

August 2023

About This Poem
I wrote this a little over a year ago and it could use some tweaking, but you can see the politics of our time in it, the looming presence of "culture" wars, politics, and the corporate world. Most of it is fodder for the press and doesn't have great impact on our daily lives, unless you watch the news or read it. Then your blood pressure goes up. So I like to just play with it so that my blood pressure drops.