Thursday, October 10, 2024

Poem: Poetry in Darkness


Poetry in Darkness

You wouldn’t think there would be 
Any poetry in darkness.
It has an isolating affect,
Yet loneliness can be shared 
In the darkness.
Perhaps you light a fire
And still see no flame
But the intensity of burning
Sears deep, so deep
The pain makes you writhe
And cry out soundlessly
To that other one
With whom your misery 
Might penetrate
With just a silent scream
That no one hears
Yet somehow they feel.
Sensations like that
Glide seamlessly into our being
With the rhythm of poetry.
Lonely, dissatisfying, painful
Poetry.

October 2016

About This Poem
I cannot honestly speak to what prompted me to write this poem. I'm not typically depressed in any way during October, but perhaps something inspired me with the demonic things that sometimes surround Halloween and Day of the Dead. At any rate, I've always been fascinated by our sensations and the possibility of having them in the absence of any real thing to cause them, such as burning without heat. My only note to this poem is that I thought this was a descriptor of hell. The photo is taken during a show of the northern lights, but this one had little to show beyond a slight glow. Seemed to fit the poem.

Thursday, October 3, 2024

Poem: I Saw Your Photograph Today

I Saw Your Photograph Today
Villanelle

I saw your photograph today
And looked longingly at you there.
It was lovely, what can I say?

I know upon me you would prey
But the image was, oh, so fair.
I saw your photograph today.

I was glad you were far away; 
I had control when you were there.
It was lovely, what can I say?

To be with you I wish this day,
To feel your touch and smell your hair.
I saw you photograph today.

I hope it’s not too much to say
I’d lose control if I were there.
It was lovely, what can I say?

So I will be here every way
Desiring you as you are fair
For I saw you photo today.
It was lovely. What can I say?

February 2023

About This Poem
This poem is a Villanelle that I wrote about the webs we weave in toxic relationships. It's mostly fictional because I haven't really had any prolonged toxic relationships, but there have been some where there is some attraction, yet I can't help but know it is not healthy. This poem is about that.