Monday, June 22, 2020

144. Dark History


            There is no doubt that as a country we have a very dark history. Colonialism was based in exploitation or escape from that very thing and those evils are our ancestry. Our people either came with the goal of exploiting a new land, escaping terrible persecutions with no place left to go, being forced here in chains and irons, or having all of that terror come to the land of their birth. All that heaviness increased as time went on. Resentment from slaves clashed with already brewing resentment of colonists and natives driven by greed, fear, or both. The idyllic Pilgrim Thanksgiving feast was probably nothing close to the pageantry of a grade school reenactment.
            All of that seething darkness of humanity is still with us, but the glimmering light of hope, redemption, and prosperity is also still with us. Out of the darkness of oppression these fearless groups of people left their distant shores to come live on what they saw as a vast wilderness only to believe they somehow had individual rights to claim it as their own and to subdue it to their own desires. Some held beliefs of religious liberty and purpose but they completely overstepped their bounds by refusing to understand the new people they encountered, labeling them as savage with all the heaviness of that word merely because they were different. It was ignorance and stubborn indifference to the great similarities that ALL human beings share. Not two hundred years into all this greed and ignorance that Britain had staked claim to, the colonists declared themselves free of the laws and taxes that Britain was imposing on them, stating that “…all men are created equal, that they are endowed by their Creator with certain unalienable rights, that among these are Life, Liberty and the pursuit of Happiness.” What beautiful words to declare, yet how ironic that the very men who penned and conceived them were, in fact, slave owners. From the inception of the discovery of these new continents by Europeans, human darkness and human hope have striven to create better things. I believe the light is overcoming the darkness.
            The problem is that we are still struggling. We are okay with things being off kilter as long as we and those around us are safe. That’s where we fall short of our pledge for liberty and justice for ALL. It would be wrong to say that we don’t want and aspire to that goal, but it is also wrong to say that we really work for it. Contentment has bred hypocrisy amongst us and we don’t help ourselves by shaping our narrative in a way that ignores, even protects, the ugly darkness that we all carry.
            The dark history of the United States is the dark history of the world. We must grapple with that history and stop wallowing in individual contentment to achieve the ideals that we have been aspiring to for over four hundred years. Only if we really believe that black and brown lives matter can we begin to understand that glib, content, sweeping-under-the-rug-all-our-dirt idea of all lives mattering. We cannot abandon our history, but we must cling to the very hope that has brought us here across stormy seas through a revolution and civil war to this place we are now. I am proud of our ideals and I want to continue to work to achieve them. It is out of these ashes that we will rise. I will not give up on the American dream.

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